“It’s the most beautiful time of the year.” says the song.
Probably not for me. I know. I sound bitter and pessimistic. It’s just that I’m here you’re there. We’re just too far apart. Yeah. Some might say that I should be used to the distance since I never did grew up with you but still knowing that you can’t pay a visit saddens me. Minsan iniisip ko, what if what happened in the pasts didn’t happen. What if we’re all still together. Sabi nga dun sa nabasa ko, nakaraan nga yun pero malaki pa rin ang epekto sa hinaharap. I’ve been living with the what if’s all my life but I need to suck it up, deal with it and get on with my life. That’s what I am doing. I hope.
Ang dami kong sinabi, ang gusto ko lang naman sabihin sayo is that I love you. I miss you and that no one can ever replace you in me. Kahit ilang oras pa ang nasayang nila sakin, mas gusto ko pa rin yung kakaunting oras na kasama kita.
That’s it. I LOVE YOU, MOM!